its been awhile but since school has started, things have been going fast.
getting decent grades, retail job, great friends and just need a tad bitty more time for excercise.
i'm more than happy with what i have right now but lets not flaunt, it'll get screwed up in the end.
currently a bit more than content.=)). lets hope it stays that way.

JASON HARTLEY on Smallville!! omg, this is the best thing since my discovery of dark rye bagles!!

and yes, if i can compare a man to food, he's gotta be prettttttttty damn tasty!!

<3

i've got the coziest cuddley soft scarf ever at H&M yesterday. i just realized how crazily long it is but that's okay, i can double/triple wrap it around my neck. burrrrrrr* gonna be warm this winter! i also got sony studio earphones yesterday at factorydirect for no more than $25 which is totally awesome[thanks mel for the infO]. it's gonna be my earmuffs this winter.=DD. plus i got a hot pink yoga mat and dyed my hair back to black. it didn't turn out BLUE-black this time. just black. kinda brownish too...=S but i'll blame my ld hair colour for that.

i made a cake for dad's birthday today. it loked pretty. i got one picture of it on film, sliced up and uglified! oh wells. school has completely taken over my life. i'm either typing away on my notes/reading/studying. today was spent on studying and yet not a damn thing is being registered in my mind!! i need help.

back to studying.

yoga certainly stretches you.my instructor is a bit fast but it's alright.

i sweated a bit with what i consider such little movements. i see why yoga works... and i ebtcha pilates work better! i am so gonna take pilates next year at st. james. i would've taken it at casa loma but not enough people signed up for it!

oh yes. got 80% on my quiz. so that's like an extra 8% of my final grade!

awesome*pats back*. i guess studying does pay off.

i'm gonna continue to work hard.

i would like to go on a vacation in march or so tho. and if i have enough money, china!!!

so i went to my family physician yesterday to look at my 2nd ultrasound report regarding the cyst in my ovaries. good news. eating healthy apparently has made it disappear, they couldnt even detect it!!!

i decided to indulge like crazy yesterday. atleast a dozen peak freen cookies aong with 10 packets of pb [this si what happens when you go visit your old work place...]fruit looks cereal and rice crispy cereal. 1 unknown cocktail from oscar and a thai sunset form spring rolls. 2 bottle of beer[i don't even like beer, it was all for the fun of the gameeeeeee], atleast 6 timbits [sourcream glazed and chocolate glaze] 5 MORE cookes from timmies; 2 peanut butter, 1 oatmeal raisan, 1 caramel peacan and 1 triple chocolate. all washed down with the goodness of a large chammomile tea with 4 milks.

but i am more serious than ever now to eat healthy, i don't know if my cyst will reappear and i certainly hope it won't!
i'm gonna join the trinity gym monday and workout before class and of course work out daily if possible. yoga's on wednesday. and possibly badminton on both tuesday and thursdays.
i wanna get a flat stomach, clear skin, nice teeth, and be completely healthy.
i'm determined to not cheat.

anoter reason is if my cyst comes back they mgiht have to slice be 2 inches below my naval and leave me with one unpretty scar. call me shallow but i am obsessed over myself and my health.

bye bye pastries. bye bye alcohol. until new years... au revoir!!

my birthday shall be exceptional of courseeeee!!!

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&OMG. i'm still so gassy form my beers last night. both ways. if ya knw what i meannnnnnnnnnnnnn!

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on another note. i semi got the job at second cup. i need to do some testes and be trained.

i also met this old man there who used to be a jockey. ya know, people who ride on horses... yeah anywho. he seemed like quite the nice fellow. he gave me his business card and apparently he's the founded on psyhic-society of toronto. he was reading my palm and what he said seemed so right at that moment. of course i already forgot what he said... short term memo?*nods* he also gave me a scratch and win lottery ticket... but i didnt win nothing. besides meeting him today, id on't think i've interacted with anyone else besides my interviewer... reason being... i was working on my notes the entire day. preparing my ass to study for it tomorrow.

btw, webct wont load so i cant even do my quiz online!!! damnnnnnnnnnnnnnitttttt!!!

off i go and back to studyingggggg!!!=))

thursday early 8am classes aren't so bad considering i wake up rather easily due to being paranoid about sleping in, thus i am only partially sleeping with my mind focused on waking up. kinda weird... but yup. it's all good until winter comes, then i'll hate it. i just know it!!

i can't fall asleep. no t's not the coffee...

college has started but yet i have more time to update. why's that? cuz none of the friggen sites work. how am i supposed to do my notes/homework when the site refuses to load? besides being able to do it in class, i really can't do that either.. my profs talks so damn fast!!

i'm starting to think i am typing MY OWN name WRONG!!!!!

i hate you webCT. i mean it.

this school i'm on the journey to end my horrible procrastination!!

yeah yeah yeah... who am i kidding. i wouldn't be myself if i did such a silly thing!

today, i finally decided to go join the gym. i was all ready ya know. dressed in sweats, had my runners on and earphones plugged in... then when i got there i read a sign "closed for our annual maintinence until september 24." hello... i'm getting fatter as we speak, my metabolism is slowing down due to the lack of physical activities!!! i've slacked since i came back and now they're telling me i should slack for another 3 weeks?!?! =((. this makes me sad. and school gyms ain't my thing, especially if i ahve to go to class afterwards and feel all nasty!

btw. i got a blister fromw earing my new nike cortez.
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okay, not exactly. it was due to my anklet getting stuck in between my socks and rubbing agressively against my heels while i was in my runners... but still... maybe it's about time i've converted to pumas...

oh yes. my new bras and shoes are hot. too abd they don't match much of my things...=//

i am full. i ate too much. i feel kinda like crap and...



mel's gonna beat the crap out of me & em for taking them sticky pics without her.
sorry mel, we promise to do it next time, okie??.=)).

with love from yours truly, fat tub of lard, zi.

patheticism = good laugh.
Jacky says:
then what are u doing a
` z i l i n g says:
not much. so full from dinner
` z i l i n g says:
too lazy to even clean my room
Jacky says:
do you want me give you a hand
` z i l i n g says:
?
Jacky says:
clean your room
` z i l i n g says:
no thanks
` z i l i n g says:
lol
Jacky says:
you always reject me
` z i l i n g says:
lol. you can tinhk of it that way.
Jacky says:
damn straight forward
` z i l i n g says:
you set yourself up for that one
` z i l i n g says:
lol

it's sad to say but i'm really bored shitless right now. i'm actually on the edge of insanity. lol.

i've spent my earlier hours anoying and nagging mel to go out with me ANYWHERE in this crummy weather. of coursse if mother nature had dec ided to be less of a bitch we'd both be at the beach tanning our asses! i really don't want to be home!!

jacky asked if i wanted to go out to grab a drink.. on second thought. being home just sounds more than fine!
i'm not that desperate.

there are so many friggen crocroaches here... i have been leaving a lamp on while i sleep in case one decides to sleep next to me......

thank gawd i'm out of here in a little less than 37 hours.

btw. goong is very good. just finished ep. 14.

i finally went somewhere today!!
yes, it's sad. i haven't been anywhere in venezuela since i've gotten here and i've only got 4 LONGARSE days left! LOL.
i went avila mountain. people told me it's the tallest mountain in venezuela but i hardly believe that... everyone's a liar here... grrrr.... bitter bitter zizi! haha

interesting...
http://lifestyle.msn.com/MindBodyandSoul/HealthyBody/ArticleLHJ.aspx?cp-documentid=376521

i just finished watching the entire tvb series of revolving doors of vengeance(酒店風雲). it's official, ron ng is on my hot list. lol. the plot for the show was pretty good, so good i couldn't even really predict the ending! there was so many twist and turns!! the only thing i disliked about the show was the girl who played chloe. she couldn't act if her life depended on it. she was like a mischa barton, except mischa actually had looks compared to her.

what tvb series next to keep me temporarily content? war and beauty(金枝欲孽).

p.s. trying uber hard to not swear.

i've finally got internet connection!! i was temporarily amused for the first 3 hours but once again i'm bored. save me.

12 days till i go homE!!=DD

considering i'm going away for awhile, i decided to indulge at work for the entire week, thus i've gained 2 lbs? when i say indulge i mean everything and anything in sight that's considered food. my plan ain't going so well but oh wells.=)).

my throat is so sore and possibly swollen, i think i have an infection of some sort. i'm going to the doctor first thing tomorrow morning to get it checked out.

i had a good day yesterday. ate delicious food at christines along with 12 cookies with PB and creamcheese. i was bad but it was good. watched portugal and germany play at fifa, i thought it was the ebst game played comapred to all the other games....
drinking contest at oscar. beer is an acquired taste but i was so determined to whip arse. lol. and thus i did but i'm starting doubt my tolerence for alcohol. no more flaunting about high tolerence.

overall, fattening but fun saturday.

i went to the gym earlier, i slouched but the machine said i burned 1100 calories=)). ate so much today too. gotta work out more before i'm off to LA and Ve. can't show up with a potbelly!! abs, i have. just under quite some bit of flab. hahha.

considering italy won the world cup, i've decided to hide at home ever since. it can be a scary scary world out there.

i am fine with my weight but i like my digits rounded[DOWN] except if it's money!!!LOL.
new goal: 95 lbs by school starts; sept 5th 2006.
problem area: arms and belly!!

i am gonna look fab when school starts. just fucken watchhhhhhhhhhh!

haha, if i can resist my huge order of dufflet pasteries on christine&cho's birthday.... and funnelcake#2 at wonderland.... and cheesecake/beavertail at CNE......

i've come to realization.... i am quite ironic. lose weight but eat pasteries?
i'm like a moron. haha.

can't wait till LA. exciting/eventful summer. gonna miss toronto but i'm gonna be lovin' the southern sun.=)).

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Y7sGsF36kt4&search=fly%20to%20the%20sky

very good MV.

this song is so sad, makes me wanna cry.

shhhhhhhhhh... lets keep this a secret;)

korea and france, tied game. i wanted korea to win but a tie is better than losing. i'm not even a fan of soccer until the big game hit. the same applys for any other sport, even hockey. i don't really care until it's the stanley cup playoff. hehe. sports fanatic? not even! lol

my comp decided to not work at all now. blue screen once again. so i have no choice but to use my laptop. i keep on accidentally hitting the mouse pad thing which keeps on redirecting my mouse... and thus i end up going back and editing everything i type because my typing JUMPED when i wasn't looking.
so annoying.
i need a wireless router and mouse.

i had a good day. shopping makes me happy.=)) and even tho neither kelly nor i ended up going to our manicure & pedicure appointment... i decided to spend the last 2 hours pampering myself!=DD
now onto what i got...
i got 2 things from ae: a halter top & a t-shirt.
i also got 2 "wife beaters" from old navy; 1 tirquoise, 1 white.
and a bonus, a skirt! it's actually really cute and it's from garage.

my dryer is still broken, we need a new one PRONTO!

gotta fold laundry so i'll have hangers for new clothes that is currently being washed!>=((

overall, good day, good day!

gotta go to the gym tomorrow. no more excuses!